This is the first of a five part series by Cyn Duby. O' Captain! My Captain! is wartime male on male graphic erotic novella containing a bit of BDSM.
Once upon a time, two women stumbled upon an artist's loft in the Wilshire district of Lost Angels. There was an event to be held, a fundraiser for a large gathering of artists and geeks, fans and personalities, writers and merchants, and everything queer in between. This event, this fete, was to help fund that gathering of souls. And what an event it was. For these two women both of whom played for both teams, this was a veritable treasure trove of eye candy. While the models posed in costumes, artists drew them with great talent and enthusiasm. The energy bubbled while the scratches of charcoal and pencil were the only sounds as they were dragged across the paper.
In the cave sat the women, watching and enjoying the view. When the scene would shift, the bears and wolves, the cubs and pups would saunter into the cave to change. Amidst discussions of cock rings and the straightening of jock straps came quiet banter and laughter. The bears and wolves loved showing off.
Body paint was added to heighten the scene and accentuate the rugged yet graceful lines of muscle and flesh. And so it went on for hours, each scene more delicious and very worthy of a neighboring city that was filled to brimming with eye candy and delectable shows: WeHo. The women discussed the scenery and joked with the growly bears and quiet wolves and all was well – until the last scene.
A bench was placed center stage and the two actors took their places. They shifted, trying to find a position they could hold for the time it would take to render their sublime forms onto canvas. Finally settled, one appearing dead, head on the other man's lap, they posed.
And the following story came to mind:
O' Captain! My Captain!
By Cyn Duby
Dedicated to Dan, the wolf, and his pup, Matt
Cade Archer figured he was dying. His hand held his abs and the slickness of the blood told him he was still losing copious amounts of the red fluid ... more than he could afford to, anyway. It probably served him right for being the captain of a group of mercenaries.
He remembered crawling toward one of his injured men. He'd almost made it. Reaching out from behind a fallen tree he could just touch his fingertips to the boy's hand. He'd stretched a little further but was still unable to grasp the hand that lay limp in the layer of leaves that covered the forest floor.
Finally, he crouched low and sprang forward, grabbed the hand firmly before flinging himself back. He hadn't been fast enough and now he lay on the damp, musty earth bleeding out. He thought he could faintly feel the lifeless hand still grasped in his own, but wasn't sure. Over the rasp of his breathing, he heard crickets chirping and tried to speak. He opened his mouth but only soundless air exited. He was unable to even croak at the crickets to shut up so he could hear.
He felt hands on his abs, pain forcing him to catch his breath. The hands moved to his extremities and then disappeared. Then they were back. Strong arms lifted him up and the unsteady gait of his rescuer sent agony through his torso, shooting up his neck, and exploding in his head. He couldn't feel his legs and could barely tell what his arms were doing. One particularly hard jolt caused him to groan before everything went black.
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Dripping water. Cade shivered and tried to process his surroundings without opening his eyes. He realized he was back on the cold, hard ground. And then a wet cloth was dragged across his face. He tried to open his eyes, but could see nothing. There was something over his face, rendering him blind. Cade tried, and failed, to lift his hand to the offending bandage. Too weak to move, he gave up.
When he came to again, he heard murmuring and his head was elevated, supported by something firm and warm. He could barely make out the voice and what the man holding him was saying. "My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still; My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will; The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done; From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won; Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells! But I, with mournful tread, walk the deck, my Captain lies, fallen cold and dead."
Cade frowned. Really? Walt Whitman? The cold, wet cloth was drawn across his face, back and forth. When it went over his lips, Cade bit it, sucking it into his mouth to pull the moisture in so it would trickle down his throat. The cloth was removed and replaced several times. As soon as he felt he could speak, he grabbed the hand and growled, "Not dead yet, lieutenant. Shut the fuck up."
"You're awake! Um, this is Ash Jordan, sir."
Cade went to speak again but had to clear his throat. "I figured that out, poet. Now report."
"Um, we're behind enemy lines now, sir. The front moved eastward, past us. I think you and I are all that's left."
"Fuck."
Cade's mind was reeling. Ash Jordan was a good man, though fairly green. He had medical skills - which was a plus given how badly Cade figured he was injured. He reached for his abs and found them tightly bound. That was probably for the best. "Why is there a bandage on my head, Jordan?"
"You got a nasty cut across your forehead. Let me see if it's still bleeding."
"You do that, boy."
The bandage was unwound slowly and, after a few turns of the gauze, Cade could see light through the loose weave of the cloth. He squinted at the source of light and grimaced. Finally, the last of the gauze fell away and Cade's eyes fluttered in an effort to stay open. He could see, though, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
"What supplies do we have and where in the fuck are we?"
"In a well hidden cave, sir. We have my medical bag, both our packs plus two more I was able to drag in here, a half decent supply of food rations, and the radio."
Cade cocked an eyebrow, impressed. "Maybe not all is lost. Radio working?"
The lieutenant bit his lip. "I haven't tried, sir. I figured silence was paramount given that we're in enemy territory."
"Fine. We'll try later. Now, let's get some food and fluids into us and start planning."
Cade went to sit up, almost passing out from the pain and light headedness that crashed over him like a tidal wave. "Fuck," he spat out before lying back down with a thud and a grunt.
"Sir, I don't think you should try to move yet."
"Right, Einstein. At least help me sit up so I can eat something. How bad are my guts?"
The lieutenant bit his lip, something that Cade would have found attractive if he wasn't in so much pain.
"There's a hole, sir. It's wider than it is deep, though, and, as far as I can tell, your guts are intact. I sewed you shut after getting it as clean as I could."
Cade nodded once. "How are we for water?"
Jordan smiled. "Very good, sir. There's a pool fed by a steam further back in the cave. It's nice and clean. And, we're deep enough into the cave and there's good enough ventilation that we might be able to risk a fire."
Cade cocked an eyebrow and tried to smile. "Things are looking up then, boy. About that food and water ..."
"Yes, sir."
Jordan scrambled off and lit a fire. Cade was left sitting against a rock, mind reeling. There was hope, albeit scant at best. He was lucky, and not just medically, that it was Jordan he was stuck with. The boy was easy on the eyes and, apparently, had a decent brain in his head. The poetry, though ...
Jordan was back at his side, with a canteen full of water, and some food. Cade grunted his thanks and attempted to feed himself. He cursed his weakness, though, when he dropped the spoon in the mess dish. "Fuck all ..."
"Here, sir, let me help you."
Cade opened his mouth to protest and found the spoonful of food inside. He chewed, swallowed, and decided not to argue with his babysitter.
Next in part 2, Cade has to decide just how to handle the highhandedness of his lieutenant and tries to heal. Available July 11th, 2015...